'An enduring echo...'

Will I ever be able to let you know, 
What abyss feeling I get thinking of thou?
That eternal love you shower though you're forced to halt,
Shout at me my love, but it's not my fault!
They say 'you are lucky when you are loved back.'
Yes! Lucky are those!
But for you,
I shall flood the love enough for two!
These feelings from my heart are forming shapes, jotted down by pen,
And showered by tears rolling from its den!
Believe me, it's not the lie, or I shall die!
Believe me, my feelings are not flakes, they are the inscription to remain!
I wonder if you ever noticed someone there at back wishing to know,
Why you were low?
When you smiled and faked the crowd,
I could easily know you were frowned!
I can see it in your eyes,
But can't you see it in mine?
My heart is pounding for your name,
Sleepless night has become embers which duly flame!
They say feeling must be expressed no matter what.
But....
What if, I am made a joke of?
What if, My feelings will be blown without an ounce of love?
Will I be able to bear it?
Or else I just let it remain for a bit?
I rose again,
To let my feelings unleash,
To have my heart cherish for a bit!
But again I fear,
To be unnoticed,
To be unheard,
To be unseen,
And it goes on...
Because you are my infatuation,
And they say this feeling mustn't be shown,
You should be unknown!
Because you are my crush,
You won't feel my adrenaline rush!
Because you are my crush,
The one safe within my lee!
Because you are my crush,
...the sweetest thing that ever happened to me!